Although I wasn’t the one playing, I felt totally sad after the soccer match today >.<>

Anw, I just got a boost of demoralization.. during dinner my younger sis announced that she got 2^nd in the whole lvl. Then my mum said sth like ‘very good, keep it up’. Then, my elder sis said that her GP topped the class. My mum was like ‘WOW!’. By that time, I was desperately trying to appear small by shrinking in my seat so my mum wouldn’t notice me eating there. lol. Which is quite useless if u ask me, esp since I grew another few centimeters since last yr =X k maybe that doesn’t make a diff. but anw, she asked me ‘so what abt u? anything u wanna surprise me with?’. I think I said ‘maths, first few....from the back =P’ or sth. At least she laughed.

Although I wasn’t the one playing, I felt totally sad after the soccer match today >.<>

Anw, I just got a boost of demoralization.. during dinner my younger sis announced that she got 2^nd in the whole lvl. Then my mum said sth like ‘very good, keep it up’. Then, my elder sis said that her GP topped the class. My mum was like ‘WOW!’. By that time, I was desperately trying to appear small by shrinking in my seat so my mum wouldn’t notice me eating there. lol. Which is quite useless if u ask me, esp since I grew another few centimeters since last yr =X k maybe that doesn’t make a diff. but anw, she asked me ‘so what abt u? anything u wanna surprise me with?’. I think I said ‘maths, first few....from the back =P’ or sth. At least she laughed.